Thursday, November 01, 2007
I hate them.
I guess it’s okay.
All you know is how to threaten.
You don’t even care what happens.
I don’t respecting your decisions anymore.
You bring my life to a crawl.
You fuck me up,
And even though you don’t touch me,
I’m beaten to a pulp.
I guess this is the way I have to be.
I’m crying now and I don’t know why,
But all I know is that I’m no gonna’ try.
My flame’s no longer lit,
And I’ve hit my limits.
All you do is confiscate,
So all I ask from you is to wait.
I’ve made it through the year.
Isn’t it enough that way?
Another tear, another tear.
Coming down one after the other.
I know you don’t expect much but I just can’t seem to do better.
I know you’ll say it’s ‘cause I didn’t do my best,
But could you just give me a rest?
The dark patch on my bed sheet grows larger by the moment,
But I guess you don’t care,
Since I can’t even get a lowly second.
I’ve never seemed to get anywhere,
And so I decided to go to that place.
I thought I could achieve something but that’s not the case,
Isn’t it?
So I thought I could get something from being poetic,
But I guess I’m just that kid who’s always so pathetic.
That kid who’s always so weak,
Even at his peak,
Whatever he does couldn’t even turn a cheek.
You bring me petty little things that I seem to care about,
But I can’t do or say the things from the bottom of my heart.
Isn’t it bad enough that I’ve training everyday?
My days are tattered but you tear them apart.
Can’t I just stay up to make up for the day?
At this rate i'm just gonna' die away,
But I’ve said what I have to say,
So since you’ve always been this way,
I guess it’s okay…